Fall goals

Ok. So I’m one of those people who believe that the seasons start according to the lunar calendar — so Fall doesn’t official start until the equinox, on September 22nd. PSL out already? Sure fine, but it’s still technically summer right now. Weather cooling off? Awesome, we’re transitioning — still not Fall yet.

So even though I’m four weeks into my Fall semester, Fall hasn’t actually started, so this is a perfect time to think about my Fall Goals.

  1. Complete my CITI training and start my observation at my fieldsite. This semester is all about my thesis research, so getting permission from the campus IRB to do said research is the most important thing. Sadly, CITI training is just long and tedious, thus making it hard for me to want to complete. Need to just push through… maybe reward myself with something nice when it’s all done.
  2. Schedule a weekly visit to the gym. I need to find something that suits my work and academic schedule, but I’d like to spend at least 2 hours at the gym a week. Mostly this will be riding the bikes and then walking the indoor track. I have someone who volunteered to teach me about some of the weight machines, so I’m going to take him up on that sometime.
  3. Stay on top of tidiness in the apartment. So I guess task management and such is a theme… but yeah. I’m one of those where clutter bothers me. So unorganized things out on tables or counters just makes me a little twitchy. It’s not a major issue, so I have no need to really bring it up with my roommate ASAP, but for the sake of our friendship, I’d like to be able to say “hey, can we just check on these areas every so often? And also, what are the areas that you’d like to have checked for your sanity?” I, too, need to be conscious about leaving certain things out. (I tend to leave journals out on tables, and those need to go to one of my desks.)
  4. Stream.  I’m typically too tired by the time I think about streaming in the evenings, so I haven’t for a while now. I definitely miss it. I’m also modding in a couple partnered streams now, so that does take time away from my own things — only slightly; one is a morning streamer, so that does help. But I’d like to stream at least once a week or every other week if I can. Plus, I just finished setting up this sweet new streaming corner, so.. I should really make use of it and show it off.
  5. Put money from my paychecks into my savings. I’m building my savings finally so that I can actually have some money for when I graduate and start looking at moving away. I also want to get a new car, so, that’s a thing too.
  6. Figure out a plan for my business. I’ve taken a little break from my jewelry business, Lost is Found, but I’m ready to get back into it. So I want to keep the website updated, look at doing more on Etsy — even though I don’t really care for Etsy as a shop manager (it’s the fees). I also want to look at doing more local markets. Hopefully, I might be able to talk to one of my favorite shops about doing some consignment potentially.
  7. Set up a doctor’s appointment. Mainly I need to make sure I’m on a good dose of my heart medicine, but I’d also like a general check up since I’m really do for one. My mom’s been in the hospital a lot for her heart, so it’s definitely something on my mind.. And recently my SIL was in for emergency surgery related to the same procedure I had last year… so I’d like to do a check up on that to make sure there’s no complications and that I’m healing properly.

For the most part, that’s most of what I’d like to accomplish at this point. I’m sure I can think of more, but this is definitely manageable. Things are going super well. My assistantship is a great fit, class is going well, I’m staying in touch with my adviser regarding my progress… And, you know, I’m just having fun.

What are some of your goals for Fall?

Currently… (8/29/18): Beginning of the semester edition

Oh hai there.

Feeling: Tired, but good!

Watching: The Office (US), again. It’s my dedicated distraction show right now… Also watching UnReal, Round Planet, and Brooklyn 99 with my roommate. I need to catch up on Bachelor in Paradise, as well.

Playing: PoGo. I don’t do anything other than just catch the pokemon and hit like 2 poké stops… But yeah. I’m also still doing some Stardew when I can.

Listening to: Meditations! I’ve been trying a new meditation app, and so before bed each night I pick a new meditation to try. So far it’s been helping me fall asleep, but I’m also going to credit my new memory foam mattress topper, too.

Reading: … Actually not too much currently. I’m in that weird spot between the end of my summer break and my research starting. Honestly, I’m just enjoying the little bit of a breather.

Working on: Getting my thesis research approved by IRB so I can actually begin my work. It’s just red tape stuff that I have to get through to determine whether or not 1) my research is research (yeah, I know), and 2) whether it counts as using human subjects (which is unlikely). Once this all gets cleared, it’s full force into my fieldsites!

Thinking about: what to do with my hair… I got it colored right before the semester, but… unfortunately, it’s already faded a lot. (The picture at the top is from today.) I really liked the color a lot. He did such a great job on it. It’s just kind of a bummer. So, either I go to another salon and pay more… or maybe try doing something myself at home.

Craving: CARBS! Because when am I not craving carbs?

Looking forward to: Getting all my chore type boring stuff done. I have a pile of laundry that I’ve got to take care of. Most of it is just sheets and curtains (thank you cats), so nothing urgent, but just stuff to finish. We’ve also just have some small stuff to finish around the apartment, but overall, it’s really coming together. Furniture has been moved, boxes taken care of, extra stuff has been donated or trashed… It’s coming together.

Making me happy: life. Things are going great! Class is going well. Work is such a great fit for me. My roommate and I are doing well. I became a mod in a partnered stream, and am really loving becoming more involved in the community. I’m eating better, I’m sleeping better… My main frustration an issue with my car’s lock pins getting stuck, but honestly, if that’s my main complaint? Yeah, not a bad thing at all.

How have you been lately?

Preparing for my final year of grad school

It’s finally here. Or at least I hope it’s finally here. My last year of grad school. Nothing will be certain until I defend my thesis and submit it to the graduate school. But if anything, this will be my last year on campus.

As excited as I am for it, there is also the potentially paralyzing fact that I have no idea what comes next. I’ll graduate, get my degree… then what? I have some ideas of what I’d like to do, but honestly when I think of my future past graduation I keep coming up blank.

I think part of this is because there is so much ahead of me just to finish this degree. My entire thesis, essentially. My topic has been approved by my committee and the graduate school. Now I just need to go through training to show I know how to work with human subjects (i.e. ethics training), then actually start my research. After that comes the months of writing, rewriting, and editing.

As intimidating as it all is… a tertiary research question has brought about a new theme that I think might help shape future dissertation work. That has me really excited. Assuming I get to do further academic work in this field, that is. I know the risk of a Ph.D. — tenure jobs are scarce and the whole academic job field is imploding with poorly paid adjunct positions. I feel like I’m going into that with open eyes, I know the reality of this future… but I also cannot imaging being happier doing anything other than teaching anthropology at this current time. So I feel like I owe it to myself to at least try. Who knows, maybe along the way I’ll find another job that I love and all will be good.

I’ll admit, amidst all this excitement and happiness, part of me has been wondering when the other shoe will drop. Good things don’t last, right? But I’m working myself out of that thinking and just allowing myself to be happy. The past several months haven’t been perfect, but they’ve been good. I’m happy. I’m ready for whatever challenge this next school year will bring — and oh there will definitely be challenges.

I’ve got some things I’ve been working on, some potential adventures planned… and I’m just really excited to share those with you as the time comes. Just one more week and then it all starts. It’s like waiting in line for a ride… you’ve patiently waited for your turn, built up the excitement in your head, reassured yourself… now all that’s left is to hop in and hold on. Let’s go…