So, I’m doing it again… over thinking and reconsidering my options for grad school.
I’m still very confident that I want to go to Columbia College. I’m not questioning that. It’s been more of figuring out which program would be best for me there.
My first thoughts have been the AEMM program. With that, I thought I’d choose Media Management (MM) as my concentration. I was happy. I had made my decision. And then I started thinking about it. I wasn’t exactly sure what I could do with an MAM (Masters in Media Management) in MM. I wasn’t quite sure what I knew of MM at all. I just knew it was the business side to film, radio, tv, newspapers and magazines. Well, that could be almost anything.
I also toyed around in AEMM with the thought of Music Business Management (MBM) and Preformance Arts Management (PAM)… MBM was simply because I love audio. I love live sound, I loved working in the radio business… I just wanted to be with music. But I couldn’t see myself getting completely passionate about that — at least, not in comparison to my other passion… and PAM, well, that was just because I was a decent stage manager and enjoyed it.
But no. I know my true passion… and well, if I’m going to get anywhere, I should go with this.
Documentaries. Wildlife documentaries to be more specific…
I have been an animal nut since I was born. And, thanks to my dad a lot, I have a decent background in audio/visual which led me to film and broadcast for a while. And well, I just can’t deny it… I just want to get back into film. There’s just something about using film in an educational purpose. I want to travel, to get into communities and work with them on creating educational pieces about their environments for their communities and for the greater population. I’ve worked on various films and videos since my junior year of high school (2001)…. and in college I worked on two documentaries, one of which won an award (I was the Associate Producer).
Basically now… I’m tossing around between AEMM and Columbia’s Film program… Film school has always intimidated me. And an old producer of mine adviced against it… but this is a spring board for me to get back into this. A means for pushing me forward. I don’t doubt my passion at all. I just need to find the confidence to pursue this next step.Associate Producing in South Africa (that day meant boom mic op)