Some times it takes a lot of soul searching to figure out where you’re at. And though I may not be able to pin-point it on a map, I feel like I have a halfway decent idea of where I am in life right now.
- I enjoy my job; my budget is still going to be a little tight, and I’ll still have to do some finagling, but I don’t dread going to work every day. And that’s awesome.
- The band is going well; I love hanging out with my fellow nerds and making music. My intonation is back to a place I can be proud of and so I’m not as afraid to play out more. In fact, I’ve asked for a duet. I’m not ready to just improv and solo away, but yeah, I’m ready to have a bit of something.
- I’m adjusting to friends that have moved away, and are still moving away. It sucks that I can’t just call/text/IM/twitter them and then go meet with them, but I refuse to let them go from my life. I just need to invest in some stamps.
- I’m wanting to be more creative; I’m sketching a little more, and will hopefully start writing more soon.
Basically, I could keep listing factors that are making things good and sort of define where I am right now… but the overall thing is overall I’m pretty happy, and decently confident. Things aren’t perfect, but I’m not letting that stop me.
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With that being said. I feel like I know where I stand (mostly). And that I like where things are at (generally). But it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t mind sharing that with someone else.
As I’ve previously mentioned, I don’t necessarily know where I stand with a couple guys that I’m interested in. I know what page I’m on, but I’m not sure they’re on the same page I am.
(I also want to say thanks to all the friends who have gotten in touch with me and making sure I know how much I deserve. It means a lot to me.)