Over the past few days, there haven’t been any words to really describe how I’ve been feeling… Other than maybe saying that I feel like an awkward dinosaur. You know, like T-Rex. On most days, T-Rex may have been a bad ass mofo, but really… this clip sums it up perfectly:
It’s like two puzzle pieces that aren’t supposed to fit together, but they do and you’ve already sort of given up so you just keep them together because you can. I don’t exactly know what brought this on right now, but yeah, awkward dinosaur going on right now. I mean, my life’s not aimless, but yet it doesn’t seem right. Things aren’t placed quite right. Like I just left those mismatched puzzle pieces together because they fit even if they aren’t right.
I mean, hell. I this post is a mismatched puzzle piece of analogies. Seriously. Awkward dinosaur.
I guess all this is to say… I’m applying to a writing program? I don’t know. Whenever I do design stuff I think about how much I want to be writing. And when I’m writing… well, I generally lose discipline and give up. But I’m at a place now where I like my job and I’m good at it… I’m doing a slow private launch of Season’s Geekings*… I’m looking forward to helping out my friends and traveling with them (all while getting to see my favorite band play)… I mean, I think I’m just trying to find the right piece. Trying to figure out how to balance my passions and stuffs. Yep. Awkward dinosaur…. …awkward dinosaur.
*Which is going to include a nice little gift for all those going to BiSC this year!