sitting at home all day, not accomplishing my goal of walking down to the lake or getting to the bank
the lack of cupcakes
the amount of junk food I know I’m going to continue to consume
how restless I feel
that I still haven’t heard from someone and yes I know it’s not about me, but I still feel like I’m losing a friend
that I have been fighting and wanting to hide/ignore the fact that I’ve had spasms and tremors lately, and my hand isn’t feeling right… … neither hand feels right… …and I’m terrified of facing what it will lead to if this continues.